LoVe...RuLeS..??

I don't know enough about anything to preach to anyone, I don't have enough life experience to make assumptions about LOVE, about what it means and what it does to us. But i have caught on recently, to something. Through a series of painful realizations, it's started to make an odd sort of sense.... not real sense, but the crazy, uninhibited sort of sense that only love can make...I have realized that everything we make ourselves do, everything we put ourselves through, there's no reason for it. The things we say, the places we go to on dates, the hand holding, the little notes, we only do these things because that's all we know of love. That's what we've seen on television and read about in books. That's the kind of love that we've been taught, is real. But it's only action.... and actions might speak louder than words, but feeling means more than action. It's like a twisted game of rock-paper-scissors.


I know that these things often do accompany real love. Because if you're in love, you WANT to hold her hand. You want to smell her, you want her to hold you and tell you that you're perfect just the way you are. You want to kiss her and make her feel good. You want to listen to the music she listens to, just in the hopes that it will help you understand her better. You want to talk to her dog(if she has), talk sports with her dad. You want to know everything. You want to put her needs ahead of your own, and you want to do it all so that she KNOWS you love her. But doing it when you're legitimately in love isn't playing by the rules. because in love, there are no rules. No one to tell you that you're doing it wrong, not even yourself. Because to worry and not pick over the small things is to look back. and love means not looking back. Love means holding her, and being afraid. Because you could lose her at any moment, but that fear is what keeps you hanging on.... in love, anything goes, and that's okay. That's what is so beautiful about it.




Is love fear? I don't think so. But what do i know? My life isn't even a quarter of the way through, and i think about things like this? I think about a lot of things that scare me actually. What i loved about her was that she was my best friend. She didn't scare me, not until she left. And now looking at her, every time, it tears me up. I wonder where i went wrong. Which rules did i break? But i realized, recently, that the only rule i broke, was assuming that there were rules. Because there aren't. I realized too late, that in love, there are no rules.

My first Blog.........

Have u ever thought when u started blogging. Some may have blogged coz he may have got an Idea(what an Idea sirji), some might have fallen in love with his LoVe Of LiFe or some one have to spilt out what he had thought about his tyrrant Teachers. But truly speaking, I am writting this coz I got bored..... I got bored of this moment... this period of my life.. actually this life which is without.............the 4 letter word which is always considered important to live............ and I knew it now...... thats LOVE.....

This is not just a blog..... this is a true story of me... and a thousands of young guys like me.... who are desperately seeking love....but they actually dont know what it is. They dont know what a person feels like in love. They dont know what happens when he is in love. Still he is in search for it madly. Some guys talk about it and some dont. But every body wants it. And thats pretty natural. Each person in this world is designed by almighty giving him the thrust for love. But he has not given every one with the same capacity to fulfil it. But He has given each of them atleast one opportunity to come in terms of love. I am just trying to find out what is that opportunity..... is it gone or is it yet to come. I have so much to talk about... but I cant go all over and describe my whole life expressing about Love, Dosti and Etc in just one blog..... I might be boring the reader... If some body has reached till this line... I really appreciate ur patience... you 2 r bored of life......
but seriously speaking.... I promise you guys I will bore u more with my coming blogs... And I will write every thing that I experienced and will experience...... So be ready with ur Tamatars and chappals.... to throw on ur screens... But thats all u can do....

mY FiRsT bLoG!